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NP: NO-THING (Nar, Nightwish – End of all Hope)


Heys... hm, how are you? =D I’m fine, thankie! ^^

First of all I wanna wish a happy Wacken to whoever is going there. Aw, Nightwish, Edguy, Sonata Arctica, Sentenced... I wanna die so envious I am! Especially because of Sentenced’s last tour ever! =( Hehehe, I hope they don’t suicide on stage as David thinks so. =D=P Well, happy Wacken, people! Enjoy for me too, oki?! =)

Yesterday I tested a really great and functional program to catalogue albums and music files. It’s wonderful and quite complete. You can add nearly every kind of info that comes in an album: from basic things like the name of the band, album, tracks and release date, to complex things such as lyrics, composer, country, length of the tracks and so on. And even more wonderful: you don’t have to get each of your albums to write all that; it downloads info straight from the internet. You gotta love this sort of “immediatism”. =P

My job is becoming such a lazy thing... Since the beginning of this week I’ve been on hold for some information I need for the blocks. Without that I cannot go ahead with this project. It’s Wednesday already and I’m still waiting for this info. =(

So I’ve been killing my time by exchanging e-mails with a few people, such as G from work. Tell me why I always find younger guys so exciting? What’s with those people (or me, hehe)? Why do they seem to be so intelligent, sweet, cute, young and with so much love to give? =P

I’ve noticed that I always fell in love with 19 year old guys. It’s quite annoying, as I should be falling for at least 10 year older guys. So when I was 17 I fell in love with a 19 year old guy. Guitar player of a countryside band; Raphael, so cute! It was just a summer thing between us, but sweet.

Then when I was 19 I fell for my ex, who was also 19! We dated for about 4 years, it meant a lot to me, when we broke up I got really upset (for 2 loooooong years...) and now I feel completely free from any feelings for him. We’re good friends nowadays and I hope to remain like that forever. =)

When Fabio, the mad designer, and I broke up I was already falling for Matheus, another 19 year old guy from my job at that time. I guess my courage to break up with Fabio came from Matheus and his independent way of life. He was 19, working class boy, already had his own car, earned good money (IT department) and was so independent it enticed me. He got all that with his own effort and determination – how exciting!!! I was 23 when that happened and even I wasn’t that independent. =S. Anyway, nothing happened between us, we were good friends. ^^

When I started posting on the forums I met David, and although he’s still younger than 19 (WHO WOULD EVER NOTICE THAT???), there’s not a single woman who wouldn’t fall for such a sweet. The girls in the forums (the ones I know, that is) and I always talk about how grown up for his age he is. I didn’t fall in love with him, but I do take him as someone who’s out of his place and time. He’s just too good to be true and will always have a special place in my heart. =) (D., you know I love ya! =-* *hugs*).

So here I am today, on the top of Mount Fudge (euhhh, I wish!! I meant 27 year of age! =P), falling (or kinda finding it cute) for a 19 year old boy. He’s a BOY, dammit (oki, better than being a girl!..... Oki, that was lousy =P). But, damn, he’s cute! Leo sign; he’s quiet and has a nice smile, but once he starts talking he seems to grow so big and his words get so wise! =O Okay, it’s not thaaaaat much, but he’s definitely a Brazilian David! He’s just so huggable! ^^ Not as huggable as the Hug God himself, but huggable still. ^^ Blonde, green eyes, has recently cut his nice long hair and... works at the IT department! *WTF???* He’s also a designer and, really, why the hell do I have to be so keen on these people? Okay, it’s not like I’m in love with him, but he’ll also have a special place in my heart. ^^

Anywayyyyyy... Ness? Totally agree with your comment on my last post and things do happen at the exact time they should, or we wouldn’t be ready for them if they came before or after they should. Euh, just wanted to comment your comment. =D Love ya, Mu-who girl! =-* take care, miss you and STOP SHOPPING! =P

Take care you all, and see you soon! =)
*happy silly Ana*