Thursday, February 15, 2007

Aaaaaaaand....... GO!

*Sometimes I feel like I’m the trapped one. But that’s ok, as it cheers me up that it isn’t him.*


NP: Alice Cooper - Might As Well Be On Mars


Hello(weeeeeen) people who come and go. =D Must warn you that I’m in a terribly cheeky mode. I’ll be so annoying! =O But it’s my blog, so I can be whatever I want, HA! ^^

So many changes going on right now that I only have eyes for them, and that means I don’t have eyes for the blog and that’s why I haven’t been posting here. =( So I’d like to apologize! =( NOT! It’s my blog, so I can do whatever I want, HA! ^^ Yeah, yeah, it’ll be a hard post, I tells ya! ^^

I’ve been doing great, though. 2007 is showing to be an awesome year and the best in years! I’m soooooo excited, so happy, so cheerful, so hanging on and waiting for stuff to happen! =P Well, I can’t do it all! =O So I’ll just be happy for now, and leave the ‘non-hanging’ state for later. ^^ Cause I might not even be here, mind you! =O I might as well be on Maaaaaaars… You can’t seeeeeeeeeeeeeeee me… and that’s why I get to go ‘BOO’ every now and then on y’all! \m/

One of the coolest things about this year is that I’m the most self confident I’ve ever been! YAY! It’s due to a lot of things, situations, people, films, songs, bands, blablabla, but most of all due to MYSELF! Yeah! Cause I own this blog and it was time I’d be self confident, as it rules! HA! Annoying, yeah, I know! =DDD

Because of that (the self confidence, that is), I now own my own architecture office! I love ‘own my own’, awww! ^^

That’s right. My very own Archi office! And why’s that? Because I can! I’m sooooooooooo awesome that I found out that I can actually be a complete architect and I can actually do it on my own! =D But the most awesome of it all is that I figured that out by doing it on my own and ruling at it! =O

Omg, I see it now! It’s way too annoying! =O =D

Well, trick is, self confidence rules and all, blablabla HOORAY!, but I’m still very afraid of it all so I’m pondering before I actually do stuff. This decision about the office took me AGES, different groups, time, money, failures, maaaany mistakes, inspiration and WILL TO MAKE IT WORK! It wasn’t decided over night, and I’m glad it wasn’t. But I’m a taurean, so I DO need time to think. A lot! And then re-think! =P

BUT, that’s just at work… and relationships! HAHAHAHA! Yeah… I do hope my new office lasts more than my falling in love with people! =P THAT usually lasts for 1 week HAHAHAHA. No, don’t think that! =O It’s not because I’m a futile person and soon fall out of love. =( It’s because I always find out the guys are married after a week or so! =P

Talking about guys… Tony Kakko is married too! HA! That leaves me to either Tuomas Holopainen, or Viggo Mortensen. =S Know why? BECAUSE THERE IS NO FUCKING BACK UP OF HOT PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD, OMG! I sooo wanted a Johnny Depp clone. =(

But then I would also be happy with a Kristoffer Gildenlöw (or a Daniel G. – I love the genius kinda people ^^), a Michael Vartan, a Kenneth Olsen and soooo many others! But I’d really be fulfilled with a JD. =)

Since he’s happily married, with a child and I wish him all the luck and happiness in the world, I think between Tutu and Viggo, I’ll decide on Viggo (yeah, like he’s “for sale on a store near you! =D” =P).

Well, Tutu is hot, but Ness wants him now, so I’ll leave him for her (yeah, like I can ‘leave’ him for someone… although I did get him for sale on a store near me! =O). So since he’s not that appealing for me anymore (still a hot genius, though! \m/) and since he’s Ness’ now, I’ll get Viggo! My teacher ‘left’ him for me, after we agreed I’d leave Al Pacino for her! ^^ Aw, such a cute couple! And they even have their b-days almost in the same day, aww!

But enough about my teacher! It’s my blog, so I get to talk about whoever I want, HA! I’m mastering this skill as I write, hihi. ^^

So about Viggo… nar, I won’t talk about him. =( I just really really want you to know my b-day is soon, so if you really really want to make me happy, I’d really really really really really reeeeeeeeeeeaaly REALLY! would love to get a Viggo for my b-day! =D Because I’m sick of Eggi’s innocence… Now I’m up for some hot stuff, alright! \m/ And that’s it! I’m not talking anything else about him anymore! =P Know why? Because this is my blog, and I talk about whoever I want! HA! Hahahahahaha… oki, I’ll try to quit it already! =D

Moving to the next topic… my new digi camera! I bought one, yes! =O After aaaaages of fancying one and never finding the perfect one for my taste (cause I’m a taurean, and taureans have EXCELLENT taste and only accept the best of best, HA! *that’s also the reason why I don’t get a bf! Nobody is ever that good. =( Which is cool, though, cause now I’ll have Viggo! And he is THAAAAAT good! =D*), I found it for half the price some place in ‘Sampadrizzlecity’ and it’s awesome? =O I’m so in love with it. It IS perfect! =D Plus, I might even post here more often, omg, that is such great news, isn’t it? =O Of course it is! This is my kickass blog and blablabla HOORAY! Oki, I’m almost there! ^^

So from now on, too many things to look for! Too many changes coming my way and too much happiness to bear with it all. A lot of things will get better, because changes are always for the best. And I’m here preparing for them all! May they come and change me too! Not too much, because I’m already awesome. HA! Hahahahahaha, I just can’t believe this post! =D It should be deleted, as I’m so not a snob! =D I hope you guys understand it was just a joking kinda post, this is not the real me! ^^ Even though this IS my own blog and all! =P

But then, as I and Alice said in the beginning of this post, it might not be me after all typing this here! =O For I might as well be on Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaars… AND IT BETTER BE COLD!!! HA!


“The city streets are wet with rain tonight
Taxi drivers swerve from lane to lane
A lonely guitar man playin’ down the hall
Midnight blues comin’ through the walls

I tried to call you on the telephone
I left it off the hook
Just to hear it ring
You told me you were better off alone
I never knew that tears could stain

I’m on the roof and I’m starin’ at the stars
Lookin’ down at all the cars
I can see you
In the window of your favourite corner bar
But to reach you is just too far
And I might as well be on mars

The city seems so old and grey and beat
It closes in and makes me wanna suffocate
And you just live across the street
But that’s a billion miles away

You’ve turned my world into a dark and lonely place
Like a planet lost in space, my light is fadin’
Id cross the universe to be right where you are
But I’m right in your backyard
And I might as well be on mars

I might as well be on mars
You cant see me
I might as well be the man on the moon
You cant hear me
Oh, can you feel me so close
And yet so far
Baby, I might as well be on mars

Baby, I cant fly
If I could Id come down to ya
Maybe I should try

I’m on the roof and I’m starin’ at the stars
Lookin’ down at all the cars
I can see you
In the window of your favourite corner bar
But to reach is just too far
And I might as well be on mars”